P.S. Not my virtue

Prudence (above) is not my virtue. But I am trying really hard (and it's really hard to try) to rationalize.
I know it's a lost cause but I am making an effort. So that I could give in later knowing that I did my best (resulting in nearly doing my worst...).
Such is life.
People don't change, even if they want to.
Let's face the music and dance!